As I put my head out the
window of the speeding bright green VW beetle, I saw flashing lights.
I was really high on ecstasy and god knows what other small little
magical pills I swallowed earlier that evening. The lights were all
different beautitful colors- It thought to myself I've never seen
something so beautiful before.
Probably a very common
thought among "E heads".
It was all so amazing!! I
felt so free!!
We stopped suddenly at a
red light. Right beside us was a cop car.
The cops just looked at us
with a glare.
My ( then) girlfriend hit
the gas and we sped up practically racing the nearby police car-
laughing our asses off!
Now before you go
criticizing me being in a car with a girl just as high as me,
driving.
Let me explain to you
this- This girl could NOT drive for a second, sober-
She was terrible!
HORRIBLE!
Her sister ( whom I dated
as well) and I never got in the car when she was sober- we were
afriad for our lives!
I remember these days.
There were several
advantages to going out with a drug dealer.
She was a very petite
little woman, with the face of Courtney Cox ( when she was young).
We smoked all the time, in
the car, out of the car.
Did I mention she was also
a cokehead?
Yeah- I at the time- was
not.
Let me tell you this every
single drug dealer I' ve ever met- and there have been lots!!!
Has at least one drug they
will not touch. Because they felt it was beneath them to do so.
Take my ex- girl for
example- she LOVED the shit out of coke, but would never ever smoke
CRACK. But that was her biggest money maker- CRACK.
She looked down on
crackheads, talking shit about them all the time, while she would
sniff about eight lines of coke in one sitting.
This relationship- if you
could call it that- didn't last long.
She did propose to me
though, I even accepted at the time.
I couldn't say no- ever to
anybody- at that time. So I accepted this antique diamond ring, as
she got down on one knee proposing.
I accepted even though I
knew I didn't love her.
I did not follow through.
Thank goodness! I gave her back everything.
Mania is it's own drug.
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