As I put my head out the window of the speeding bright green VW beetle, I saw flashing lights. I was really high on ecstasy and god knows what other small little magical pills I swallowed earlier that evening. The lights were all different beautitful colors- It thought to myself I've never seen something so beautiful before.
Probably a very common thought among "E heads".
It was all so amazing!! I felt so free!!
We stopped suddenly at a red light. Right beside us was a cop car.
The cops just looked at us with a glare.
My ( then) girlfriend hit the gas and we sped up practically racing the nearby police car- laughing our asses off!
Now before you go criticizing me being in a car with a girl just as high as me, driving.
Let me explain to you this- This girl could NOT drive for a second, sober-
She was terrible! HORRIBLE!
Her sister ( whom I dated as well) and I never got in the car when she was sober- we were afriad for our lives!
I remember these days.
There were several advantages to going out with a drug dealer.
She was a very petite little woman, with the face of Courtney Cox ( when she was young).
We smoked all the time, in the car, out of the car.
Did I mention she was also a cokehead?
Yeah- I at the time- was not.
Let me tell you this every single drug dealer I' ve ever met- and there have been lots!!!
Has at least one drug they will not touch. Because they felt it was beneath them to do so.
Take my ex- girl for example- she LOVED the shit out of coke, but would never ever smoke CRACK. But that was her biggest money maker- CRACK.
She looked down on crackheads, talking shit about them all the time, while she would sniff about eight lines of coke in one sitting.
This relationship- if you could call it that- didn't last long.
She did propose to me though, I even accepted at the time.
I couldn't say no- ever to anybody- at that time. So I accepted this antique diamond ring, as she got down on one knee proposing.
I accepted even though I knew I didn't love her.
I did not follow through. Thank goodness! I gave her back everything.
Mania is it's own drug.