I went to court today...

I can't go into detail- even though I'm DYING to do so- because the case isn't over yet- and I don't know who's listening exactly. So I'm going to play it safe- and when it's all over- I'll dish about it all!

Let's just say it was really difficult to think positive this week- because certain negative things were happening. I felt like it was a test of my faith. And I believe I passed the test with flying colors. PHEW!

The case was adjourned today- yes I know- again- but this time because there weren't ANY trial judges!!! NONE! ZIP! NADA!!! I guess they were all on vacation.

Things have been happening left and right!

We have to take Food stamps to a fair hearing- yet again- because they aren't complying with the court order.

They gave us less than the usual months amount- and no retro! ARGH!

They are being so difficult!!!

My mom was a nervous wreck all week- but she's a very anxious person in general. So I had to calm her worries constantly- because Dave and I felt in our gut everything was going to be okay in the end.

After court today- I looked at my mom in the face- and told her "Has everything I've ever told you would happen- actually happen?"

She answered and nodded "Yes".

I then said "Then you have no stop listening to everyone else from now on. All the naysayers out there- and the negative people." Do you understand?"

She nodded again yes.

Everything I've ever told my mom would happen, did occur. From the time I was young till now.

I told my mom "I have always kept my promises- and I will never let you down."

I always want my mom to know I'm there for her, and we will be okay in the end.

I hate seeing my mom make herself sick with worry.

I just have to have faith- faith there is a reason for everything.

Today I believe was one of those days- the day I see where my faith will take me.

Like I said, I wish I could tell you EVERYTHING, that's been happening this week- and I definitely will- when this is ALL over.

Love you all!

Thanks for listening.

And as always, Kisses Bitches!!!

* photo I found on the net- Simon Cowell (original American Idol Judge) on vacation.

It's kind of like what I picture all the trial judges doing right about now.

Please Pray for me

I'm so nervous about going to court tomorrow. I just really want a buyout. I don't want to be in this apartment any longer, especially when they start repairing the place. My son and I have been sick for three weeks!!! With an upper respiratory infection, and it's not going away anytime soon.
I feel terrible, my throat and body hurt so badly, so I know my son is feeling the same.
I'm so scared for my family. I need a huge lump sum of a settlement tomorrow. I'm worried I'll be fucked over again. I'm trying to stay positive.
I have hope for tomorrow, I've been thinking for weeks what to say to the judge.
I'm up at night thinking these things for hours and hours.
The only thing I could think of is if you, my beloved friends and family, collectively pray for my family, for a miracle for us.
Even if you don't believe in God, please please please, just wish then for things to get better for us.
Maybe if God hears enough people ask the same thing, maybe just maybe things will finally get better, much much better!
I need a miracle for tomorrow, I need God to change this landlord's mind- and make him a good person for just one day.
I need this buyout so badly.
Please everyone pray or wish for me and my family today/tonight.
So we can better our lives.

Thank you all so much, in advance for helping us all out.

I love you all.
God Bless you.

House Inspection

We went to court a week ago, I know I didn't mention it, because the landlord was trying to evict us yet again.
Don't worry, we're still here, he didn't win. We had told the judge there were many damages in our apartment, to which the judge (who was AWESOME) sent inspectors to our house to search for mold and lead. They just came, and we found out there's mold in my bedroom, where my kids and us sleep.
Besides that, we don't know if there is lead in the house yet, but we'll find out in 10 days when we get the report. I think there is.
They were very nice and very thorough, they had kids themselves, so they understood our worries.
My ceiling in my bedroom has mold due to the lousy job the painters did last year.
Maybe now, when we go back to court, the landlord will offer us a fabulous buyout.
Because I'm ready to nail this fucker to the cross.
AMEN!


More to come...hopefully great news!